Friday 7 September 2012

Looking for that ray of sunshine.


Living with health issues is not an easy thing to deal with. It can cause lack of confidence, issues with self worth and issues with lack of achievement because it takes over your life.
When one has to live with each day of suffering and it’s a hard job to stay positive and we have to take each day as it comes.
Sometimes you may wonder if you are able to even get to do the shopping or you may wonder if you are going to burst into tears at the bus stop or dropping your children at school because the pain is unbearable.
Over the years, I have had many complex issues to deal with, it isn’t easy not to worry about things and I am thankful that I found God and became a Christian at such a young age. Yet we are all human and it IS ok to sometimes worry.
As I am getting older, I am trying to become wiser in my age, but each day has it’s own struggles, sometimes it’s difficult trying to get out of my little bubble but I suppose living in my own world and being in my ‘own’ bubble is a source of protection for me in a world that is so negative.
Talking about negativity, I have heard it’s easier to have a happy mind and being positive is a good thing. I guess this is the right attitude to apply to life. I certainly am becoming more thankful for things for family and the people in my life that help make a difference and are a good influence and can calm me down. Being positive is something on the other hand that only happens on a good day and hope whoever comes across me on those days will just slightly see that tiny bit of sunshine….

1 comment:

  1. Very nice, I like being happy, but that is sometimes very hard when people at school are dragging you down! They also try to shape who you are, what you think and what you do which links to your thought, 'I am who I want to be, not who others want to be.' Fighting to be myself and winning is one of the best feeling one can ever have.

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